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The Metamorphosis Fold

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My journey in magic is often mysterious and full of surprises. You might think that I’m talking about the “A-Ha” moments that come from learning new secrets and practicing the skills needed to bring those secrets to life, and yes, you would be right. However, the real mysteries of magic seem to appear, well, out of thin air, when I least expect them. Some backstory is appropriate. For the past couple of months, both of my wife’s parents and my Father have spent time in the hospital, all 3 with pretty serious health issues.  As you might imagine, stress levels have been high. Days became a daze of work, hospital visits, and uncertainty. There has been little time for anything but anxiety - certainly precious little time or focus for magic. We had booked a cruise last summer, and as the date drew near, we really didn’t expect that we would be able to go. The day before boarding, things looked better for all, and we flew to NYC, still wondering if we’d be forced to fly right back the ...

The Long Intermission

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  It's been a while.  I actually started a list of what's gone on since I last took up the pen for this blog.  Here are the magic highlights: 1.  I booked a show in February, which was to happen in September of this year. 2.  COVID hit and I pretty much gave up on magic along with many things in my life, other than eating and imbibing too much. 3.  At the beginning of July, I cut back on everything except training and running a 5k, which reset my head and made me realize that if that gig I still had booked actually did happen, I needed to get back to practicing. 4.  The gig DID happen, at a lovely theatre in Milton Deleware.  It not only went well, but I reconnected with a family I had last seen when I was 8 years old. 5.  I was interviewed by a young man who produces a podcast called "Buddycast."  He learned about me through a mutual magic friend.  I wasn't sure I had much to offer.  I'm told I was wrong about that, but more i...

A Four King Weekend, or, What I Did for Love

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Let's get the nasty little detail that brought us all together this past weekend out of the way - Michael Mirth has cancer.  My dear friend, one of my Magic Tribe, one of the Pair of 3, has fucking cancer (no, I will not excuse my language).   I met Michael at the Magic & Meaning conference 2 years ago.  At the time my goal for being there was fairly simple, I wanted a mentor.  I ended up with several, as I've mentioned before, but Michael was the first to step up - without knowing my full background and skill level, the man simply volunteered.  Since that time we've become solid friends, brothers really, and his advice has been invaluable as I've gotten back into performing.  So yes, on top of being a gifted & skilled magician, he's good people. It's been a grim few months - concerned for Michael, not sure how to help.  The whole "entire country apart" thing doesn't make it easy to just drop in and do things to lighten the ...

Back to School - A Conversation with Dean Larry Hass

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The number one question I get since going public with my return to magic is, “How’s the magic going?”  That’s a complicated question to answer, too complicated for casual conversation, really. I tend to fall back on, “It’s coming along.”  That’s enough for most people, who then smile, nod, and move on to how (insert miserable condition) the weather is. If I gave them the complicated answer, they would be forced to endure hours of backstory, references they don’t care about, and possible tears.  Actually, that’s an exaggeration - it wouldn’t be hours… Somewhere in the middle is the truth of my journey, and the one word that sums it up the best is “Learning.”  It really has been like going back to school part-time. I am, of course, learning the pieces that I include in my acts, but there’s much more to it than just “learning a few tricks.”  There’s script-writing, acting, movement, stagecraft - the list seems endless, but all equally important. O...

Transformation - A Long Game

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Funny how things work out.  When I started writing this blog I was convinced that it was going to be a travelogue of my journey from crap card-handler to somewhat less crap card-handler.  I was certain that it would be full of missteps, stumbles, and good laughs at my expense (I've always been a fan of self-deprecation).  I gave it a run for a few months before it morphed into more of an "advice from the Stars" piece, which was fine by me - I mean, how long can people stand a blog of negative put-downs?  Oh. Wait... Things shifted once again when I looked forward to spending time at The Magic & Mystery School's "Magic & Meaning" conference a couple of years ago.  In my mind, the proverbial shit got real, and I felt like I needed to as well.  "Getting real" meant getting a real show together, frantically trying to avoid the impostor syndrome.  By the time I immersed myself in ground zero of the Vegas magic world, I had begun to co...

Disappearing Act

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 Watch closely.  There stands a somewhat goofy aging man with a crazy dream.  See how he practices, fails, tries again.  Notice how circumstance pushes him into the company of Masters.  Examine how he is lifted up as his crazy dream becomes reality... up, up, and... gone. It occurred to me that it must seem that way.  I was "checking in" at least every other week for a time before my first magic performance.  Then, with a tip of the hat to everyone who got me there... POOF! Gone, for over a month now. It's not that my act was a "one and done" piece.  I've actually been quite busy, fixing what needed adjustment in the act (you never know how things will really play without an audience), and rehearsing new material.  I've also been working on my marketing materials, as I head after the next goal... by June, I intend to have one show a month booked till the end of the year. Listen to me... it's like I have some idea what the hell I'm...

Gift of the Novi(ce)

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A funny thing happened to me yesterday... Let me put things in context here, if you haven't been keeping score.  It's been over 35 years since I did a complete magic show.  In front of humans.  Those who might have witnessed my performances back then might argue that I've never done a complete magic show, but I digress. All of that changed yesterday... a change that was the result of a series of changes that I've gotten into in past blogs and won't replay here.  Suffice to say, I went from "getting serious about magic again" last March, to performing my first (paid) magic show this very week.  How did it go?  Let me give you the long version... I began teetering on the shoulders of giants some time ago.  The first was Jay Sankey.  I wrote music for him, he supplied me with effects and tons of great advice.  Through Jay I began to learn that solid tricks are important, but selling them, really bringing on the show and entertaining, is...